finally friday!

I literally have to tell myself everyday, "ONE MORE DAY CLOSER TO FRIDAY!" Now it's here and I love it! Wednesday I got the WORST sunburn of my life. I have the whitest, palest skin ever. I was basically pregnant and recovering all last year. Winter was in full swing for the better part of this year...NOW I finallly have the opportunity to get some sun...some color and I burn. It hurts. I didn't get any rest Wednesday night. I was hurting all night. ALL day yesterday was complete misery. Last night was better. I slept on a cool, damp towel wth aloe all over my back and chest/tummy. I took Motrin and a sleeping pill. I slept very well last night. It just seemed like 8am came so early...but my little boy was up and ready to rock. I feel AWFUL bc it hurts to hold him right now. Since my burn is literally my chest and tummy and all over my back. SO to hold him, HURTS...I am sooo ready for this to go away and I hold and play with him again. I don't want him to think I am mad at him, but Iam completely THANKFUL for my mom who was able to help me out SOOO much yesterday. My hubby will leave work at 11 today...so thankfully Tristan will be able to have tons of great positive interaction!!

I can't get over how quickly he is growing. He is changing so much every day. Learning more and more. Becoming more and more aware of his surroundings and what is going on. He is so smart. I am soaking up and savoring every minute. Taking tons of pictures...I sort of "forget" to take pictures, but I am coming back into the swing of things. Pictures are sacred.

More homely news...Jared can't make up his mind lol No i want to buy a house. No now I want to build a house on a 10 acres of land. OH honey I found this immaculate 4 bed, 3.5 bath, 3000 sqft house on 6 acres....so naturally I'm like HONEY ITS PERFECT LET'S GO SEE IT!!!! He tells me we can't afford it. So why does he do this to me?!? I had to ask, bc personally I hate the tease. He said once I was finished with school and started working (which is in a year and half at the earliest); we could have a home like this. Well I told him, this particular home wouldnt be available in 2 years and I am sorely upset that he would even show me (ME being obsessive over the things I want; IE, a house, a car, a certain piece of clothing....) something we couldn't even have. He just said motivaion. SOOOOO until he decides what he (and ultimately, we) want...we RENT! Which I am beginning to hate more and more everyday!! I told him we are going to have to reapply for a loan soon lol no activity. He told me theres a lag time between beng granted a loan and having to reapply, I forget what it is..but I feel it hovering over us. I told him I wanted to be in a house or on the way to before Tristan's FIRST BIRTHDAY! I don't know if that is going to be possible! That's almost 4 months away!

Happy Friday to you all!!! Have a great, fun and safe weekend!!

i feel it coming...

Don't get me wrong, I love the sun! LOVE! The one thing I don't love, heat. When winter closes and spring opens, my heart breaks a little more everyday hahaha now I love spring! No not as much as winter, but spring is great...I just cry inside because I know as each spring day passes....summer is coming and along with summer is misery! Heat. Humidity. The days when you decide to run some errands, you literally drip with sweat from the time you get out of your car...get your child rounded up out of the carseat, into the stroller (or buggy), get inside....THEN on the walk inside, its just the sun BLAZING down on you...NO WIND! 105 in the shade! EGHHHHH.

Today it was about 87 outside, sunny, slightly breezy. I ran some errands today with my little tike...OMG it was a precursor of what summer is about to bring my way! NOOOO can you just, not come this year?? would that even be possible? I love the activities of summer. The pool, 4th of July, beach...The heat is all I ask for to go away. I am naturally a hot-natured woman! My husband is even more hot-natured and my son has inherited that as well...I am so nervous about temperments lol

DRIVES ME NUTS! As summer passes and goes along, I just have to keep in mind that right behind summer is my favorite time of all!!! Fall and Winter. I can do it!!!! I CAN do it. Really what is going to get me through summer is the fact that my little boy will be ONE in October. SAD SAD SAD!!!!!! I will cry just thinking about how much he's growing and learning....time flies!!!